Journey
of a ("Self-Hating") Jew
by David Rovics
February 19, 2007
There are few issues
more divisive in US society, including on the left, than the issue
of Israel and Palestine. Even the word "Palestine" is
divisive! The state of Israel claims to represent Jews worldwide.
This is a preposterous and plainly incorrect claim, but one often
made and often assumed, to the detriment of much of humanity.
People who vocally oppose Israeli policies are labeled anti-Semites.
Jews who oppose Israeli policies - or who dare to question the
right of this apartheid state to exist as such - are labeled "self-hating
Jews." Supporters of Israel are using historic anti-Semitism
and the memory of the Nazi holocaust as a means to stifle dissent.
Reason and compassion is not on their side, so they resort to
name-calling. I have some personal experiences with this state
of affairs, and I thought I'd recount some of them and share some
thoughts on the subject.
I used to be lovers
with a woman from Germany. She and I were visiting my grandmother
at her retirement community in Florida. It seems about half the
Jewish population of Brooklyn ends up in Florida by the time they're
65, and grandma Diane was among them. One of the women grandma
played Bridge with was a German Jewish holocaust survivor. When
she met my partner, there was something she clearly felt compelled
to tell her. "We were Germans," she said. "We were
Germans." That was all, three words.
Any non-fascist historian
can confirm this fact. By the early twentieth century most German
Jews were what they call "assimilated." They were about
as German as any other German. For many, their Jewish identity
was about as important to them as which Christian denomination
their neighbors belonged to. They were integrated members of a
European society, Europeans, Germans. They were communists, social
democrats, conservatives. They were laborers and they were bosses.
They were renters and landlords, rich, poor, and in between. Obviously,
the rise of Hitler changed all that, and suddenly Jews recognized
themselves as Jews again. The Nazis wanted to kill all of them,
so Jewish identity suddenly became a matter of life and death.
When people are thus threatened, oppressed, and ultimately slaughtered
in their millions, this sort of thing tends to bring people together
to attempt to defend themselves. Thus from this disparate group
of people once again is born a "community."
Enter 21st-century
USA. There is no such thing as a "Jewish community."
There is no such thing as a "Christian community" either,
or an "Irish community," "Italian community,"
etc. There is no oppression to speak of in the US or Europe directed
at people based on their Jewish or Christian identity, any more
than there is still oppression against people of Irish or Italian
descent. Certainly there used to be all of these things, but it's
been a while. In the forty years I've been living in the US I
have hardly ever heard a serious anti-Semitic remark. I've never
been victimized in any way as a result of being Jewish, and I
don't think I have ever met anyone of my generation who has had
a problem with anti-Semitism of any significance, either.
Jewishness of course
is an unusual phenomenon that is often defined as a religious,
ethnic, and/or quasi-national identity, depending on who's doing
the defining. Regardless of the definition, there is plenty of
common history for Jews anywhere, but like Catholics, Poles or
whoever else in the modern US, Jews do not have a common identity
in terms of their politics, professions, geography, etc. Jews
are not ghettoized anymore, whether by law or by a generalized
discrimination. They are rich, poor and in between, and they live
anywhere in the country where you might find other people. Sometimes
in large numbers, sometimes in very small numbers. Sometimes they
have contact with each other as Jews for one reason or another,
usually they don't.
Once I had a gig at
a law school in Vermont. Three people came to hand out literature
about my alleged anti-Semititic views to people coming to the
show. These three people were in a group that called itself The
Jewish Community, as I recall. But in the civilized discussion
that followed my concert, it turned out that there were more than
three people of Jewish lineage in the crowd who were not members
of The Jewish Community and didn't share their views on Israel.
It didn't seem to me that these Jews were any less Jewish than
The Jewish Community -- they just weren't in a group that called
itself The Jewish Community.
This also, it seems
to me, is the distinction between groups like AIPAC and the rest
of the Jewish population. The rest of us don't tend to organize
as a "Jewish community," but as whoever we are - environmentalists,
anarchists, union members, real estate developers, whatever.
Of course, there is
plenty of oppression in the US. Racism, for example, permeates
society. Race, of course, is a social construct with no biological
basis, but it is a social construct that is the basis for both
historical and ongoing discrimination of massive proportions.
But if a Jew, a Catholic, or even a Muslim is white, then he or
she is white, and treated as such. This is how modern US society
functions. There is a sort of caste system, and it changes in
various ways over time. It used to be a liability to be most anything
other than a White Anglo-Saxon Protestant. This is no longer the
case. Over the course of the post-war period the "white"
category has expanded to include light-skinned Jews and other
historically-oppressed ethnic and religious groups such as Irish
and Italian Catholics.
This is not to say
that white people don't suffer from discrimination. You can still
be discriminated against according to your regional accent, how
you dress, whether you can read or write, etc. As a youthful,
long-haired hippie driving an old beat-up car, I was pulled over
by the cops many times more than most other white people, probably
for all of those offenses - being young, having long hair, and
driving an old car. But I'm quite certain it was not for being
Jewish.
History is another
matter entirely. While the label of "self-hating" is
generally misapplied and used to try to silence Jews critical
of Israel, self-hatred certainly exists, and other conditions
like it. I think of my nanny when I was very young, living in
upper Manhattan. She was a deeply loving woman full of enthusiasm
for life, and children, her own two sons and the many young children
she took care of. I visited her now and then for decades after
my family moved from New York City when I was a small child. She
was full of stories. She talked about all the gangsters in the
area and how they never pick on her because she's known them all
since they were babies. New York was her city. She had a strange
accent, impossible to place. She said she was English. She met
an Italian-American jazz musician there in England and moved back
to New York with him after the war. She talked about being a teenager
in London during the blitz, and how she used to use the air raids
to her advantage, to spend more time with boys. "Sorry, mom,
I can't come home now, there's an air raid happening."
She raised her kids
to be Irish-American Catholics in New York City. Several years
ago I was visiting New York and I gave her a call. Her eldest
son answered the phone. His mother had died a few months before,
he told me. He also told me that he had found out during the last
year or so of her life that she was not from England -- she was
a German Jew. She was one of the last Jewish children sent to
England during the Kindertransports. For whatever reason, she
had hidden her identity from everyone, her friends, her family.
She told her son on her deathbed about how her society, Germany,
had rejected her. Perhaps the rejection was too much to bear,
and she had to try to forget about her past, her German and Jewish
identity. Perhaps the term "self-hating" could in some
measure apply to this wonderful, vibrant, but apparently troubled
woman, although the term seems far too simplistic to fit such
a complex person so full of love for humanity.
Perhaps it was experiences
she had after arriving in the US that strengthened her resolve
to keep her ethnic and national identity hidden. My grandmother's
mother was from Russia, and spoke Yiddish, never becoming very
fluent in English. When my dad was young it was Yiddish that the
matriarchs of the house spoke, their secret language which they
never taught him. Grandma Diane's parents were refugees, leaving
Russia because they didn't want to be killed in the pogroms and
didn't wanted to be drafted into the Tsar's army, a death sentence
in itself. Before the Nazi holocaust, Diane Rovics and her mother
were in touch with dozens of relatives in Europe, Diane once told
me. Her mother died soon after the war, and I don't know how much
Diane tried to get back in touch with her relatives across the
ocean, but she said she never heard from any of them, and presumed
them all to be dead.
Grandma Diane's Jewish
identity was always terribly complex for her. For a long time
she was looking for housing outside of Brooklyn. This search went
on for years before she eventually moved to New Jersey and then
Florida. In every community she visited there were either too
many Jews or not enough Jews. She wanted the safety of having
lots of Jews around, but didn't want anybody else to notice. When
I was a child she often told me that I was lucky to have blond
hair and blue eyes and not to "look Jewish." She'd say
the same about our last name, from Grandpa Alvin's part of the
family, Rovics, which she informed me was not a typical Jewish
last name.
Once when she left
the safety of New York City to visit Connecticut about a half
century ago, land of the "gentiles" back then, there
was a sign on the beach saying "no Jews or dogs allowed."
I'm sure she had many other similar experiences. Being Jewish
was for her a source of strength and a source of anguish, but
mostly anguish. She always just wanted to fit in, to be an American,
and ultimately, she did, and she was. She was traumatized by her
family history and by the Nazi holocaust, but she wanted to put
it behind her. She would often tell her idealistic left-wing grandson,
"you can't change the world." She'd tell me to just
look out for myself, get a good job, go to business school, become
a dentist, be a respectable part of society and hopefully you
will be respected in turn, or at least left alone.
For other assimilated,
white, light-haired, blue-eyed US citizens such as Diane's daughter,
my aunt Judy, who knows where life could have gone? But as with
so many others, the Jewish genocide that was going on when she
was born in 1941 made a lasting impact. The Zionist movement for
a Jewish homeland, not very popular among Jews worldwide before
the Nazi holocaust, became much more popular after it. Lots of
Jews - though far from all - climbed on that bandwagon, and my
aunt was one of them. We haven't spoken in years, but from what
I understand, for her and her synagogue in New Jersey, criticism
of Israel is completely unacceptable, there is no room for debate.
For people like Judy,
"never again" means "never again to us." Fuck
everybody else, especially Arabs. The fascists in Europe killed
us, nobody stopped them, and now if we need to steal somebody
else's land in order to have a home, so be it. People like Judy
invent all kinds of outrageous theories to justify the fundamentally
racist movement that has led to the state of Israel. There are
no Palestinians, they're all Arabs, and the 800 million Arabs
in the world all hate Jews and want to "drive the Jews into
the sea." The Palestinians are really Jordanians and should
be just as happy there as in the land of their ancestors. The
hundreds of Palestinian villages destroyed by the Zionists never
really existed. The Palestinians were all nomads if they weren't
Jordanian. The refugee problem is one created by the Arab states
-- not the Jews who drove the refugees off their land.
People like Judy live
in a sea of lies, and are miserable. At least they're miserable.
Hating other people so vehemently - Arabs, your fellow Jewish
critics, and whoever else - causes one to be miserable. I'm sure
there must be some happy ones out there, but the "ardent
Zionists" I meet tend to be about as miserable as other members
of hate groups I've met. I remember seeing the Orange marchers
in Glasgow one time. What a miserable bunch. They all looked so
pathetic, those men and boys dressed in their antiquated outfits,
singing songs about being "knee-deep in Fenian blood."
These people have decided that the solution to their perceived
problems lies in the oppression of another people. Not only does
this kind of mentality breed misery, but it also doesn't work.
Disenfranchised people
always struggle for their liberty. Sometimes their struggles will
be crushed, as in the case of the German left in the 1930's. Sometimes
their struggles will meet with relative success, such as the European
labor movements that have been largely responsible for creating
many of the most prosperous societies on Earth. Other times the
oppression of a people leads to an ongoing struggle for justice
that goes on for decades, such as the Palestinian struggle for
self-determination. There can never possibly be peace and security
for Israel as long as there are millions of impoverished, angry
refugees surrounding it, no matter how high the walls they build,
no matter how many children they massacre, no matter how many
youths they torture in their prisons. History has demonstrated
this fact, over and over again. Where there is oppression there
will be resistance. The resistance may or may not be successful,
but it will always harm the oppressor to one degree or another.
This is not mere rhetoric. It is history and current events, all
over the world.
There are those for
whom "never again" takes on a very different meaning
than for people like my aunt. For them, these lessons of history
are learned. Of course, such people have existed since long before
the Nazi holocaust, but the holocaust also was responsible for
creating lots more of them. People who believe oppression should
be opposed in all its forms, and that those struggling for their
lives and liberty should be supported. For these people, the term
"us" means something much bigger than Jews, Catholics,
Americans, or some other such limited category. Bob Steck is one
such example.
Bob Steck died last
December at the age of 95. He was a friend of mine, who I used
to see much more of back when he lived near my mother in Connecticut,
before he and his wife moved to Arizona. Bob grew up near Davenport,
Iowa. When he was a boy in the 1920's, Davenport was a town full
of socialist intellectuals. The countryside around the town was
full of radical farmers. When the fascist generals rebelled against
the democratically-elected government in Spain in 1936, Bob was
one of many thousands of Americans who volunteered - against the
wishes of the US government - to fight fascism in Europe. Bob
had never been to Spain, and I'm not sure if he had ever even
met a Spaniard before, out there in the middle of the farm belt.
He was not fighting for people he knew, or for "his people"
in some kind of limited sense - he was fighting for humanity,
for the future, for justice, for dignity.
Along with Bob, thousands
of young men and women joined the International Brigades from
England, Ireland and elsewhere. The biggest contingents of people
ready to die in the fight against fascism came from Germany and
Italy. After more than a year fighting the war in Spain he was
captured, and spent 16 months in a concentration camp where he
was regularly beaten, where the conditions were atrocious. Some
German Nazis visited the camp once and measured everybody's faces,
thinking they could tell the Jews apart from the others by the
size of their noses. He was Jewish, though that never occurred
to me until one morning at his house when he made a particularly
tasteless Matzo Ball omelet for me. Most of the Americans to go
to Spain were killed there, but Bob was one of those who ultimately
returned home.
More than anything,
Bob was a communist, and a historical optimist. He would tell
me that ever since society has been divided into classes, several
thousand years ago for much of the planet, there has been a class
struggle, and this struggle will continue until we eventually
abolish poverty, racism, and these sorts of divisions in society.
Just as he fought against fascism in Europe, he fought against
racism in the US. He was the Director of Activities of Camp Unity,
a daring inter-racial working-class resort in upstate New York.
He saw himself as a part of a movement, not as an exceptional
individual, though he was most certainly both. He taught history
for 30 years in the public schools of New York City, playing his
part in the evolution of society, with books and lectures, just
as he had in Spain with rifles and supply trucks. Yes, he was
Jewish, and like so many Jews and so many other people of his
generation, he was a communist first and foremost.
Bob was a very stoic
man, by his own admission. He was stoic before the Spanish Civil
War, but being held in the concentration camp taught him stoicism
to a much larger degree. Never let the guards know how badly you
are suffering, or it will demoralize the other prisoners. This
was his view. I don't know how much he may have had to question
his beliefs from time to time, but when I asked him what his thoughts
were on Israel, his response was quick and unequivocal. There
must be justice for the Palestinians.
Long before I ever
went to Israel I had strong opinions on the behavior of the Israeli
government, and whether there should even be an Israeli government
as such (that is, a government wherein non-Jews are systematically
discriminated against, disenfranchised or killed). I had never
been there, but my impression was that it was a colonial state,
a society of settlers, like South Africa, Australia, the US, Canada
and others. One of many societies where European invaders had
colonized the place at gunpoint and either killed or driven out
the indigenous population. The scars of living in societies like
these can be seen on anybody living in them, whether they are
members of one of the oppressed groups or one of the privileged
groups. Whether they are being killed, doing the killing, or giving
the orders to fire.
I was uncertain what
to do when in 1999 I received an invitation from the Israeli Folk
Music Society to do a tour of Israel that they would set up. But
I quickly decided I should do it. I lived in one society that
was brutally colonized by European invaders, so it seemed silly
not to go, just because Israel was much more recently-conquered
territory than the US. Besides, I wanted to see first-hand what
was up there, and the offer to organize a tour was a perfect way
to meet real Israelis.
And that's what I
did. Not Peace Now, not Gush-Shalom, not Women In Black, not Anarchists
Against the Wall. They're not members of the Israeli Folk Music
Society. I met regular Israeli Jewish anglophone folk music fans.
Like so many Israelis, the vast majority of the men and women
I met were not born in Israel. Many were from New York, and others
originally came from Britain, Australia and elsewhere. I was trying
to be sort of undercover, wanting to see what Israeli Jews thought
about their situation, not wanting to impose my viewpoint first.
Besides, I hadn't yet written any songs about the Palestinian
struggle (at least nothing I liked enough to sing in public),
so that made it easier for me.
What I found in my
ten-day tour of Israel was the most racist society I had ever
encountered. The secular yuppies of Tel Aviv were the worst, while
the most compassionate people opposed to the occupation of the
West Bank and Gaza tended to be very religious, which was an unexpected
revelation for me. The most sensible person I met on that trip
was a religious man who was in the Israeli military for the wars
of both 1967 and 1973. It was after 1973 that he had an awakening,
and came to recognize the brutal reality of the Israeli occupation.
I met some other fairly
decent folks there, but most people I encountered seemed to be
right out of a Klan rally in 1950's Alabama. Very odd, since many
of the Americans among them had been involved with the Civil Rights
movement back in the day. But they seemed to have no problem talking
about "the Arab mind," refusing to use the term "Palestinian"
in conversation, even when avoiding it meant jumping through all
kinds of verbal hoops. They talked fondly of one friend living
on a West Bank settlement, whose politics were often described
as "somewhere to the right of Ghengis Khan." One of
them talked often of her "Christian Arab" friend who
lived in a "Christian Arab" town in Israel, who we should
visit at some point. (We never did.)
Once I was doing a
house concert there. As long as I sang about oppression elsewhere
in the world people loved it. They were reminiscing of their days
in the movement against the Vietnam war and their time in SDS.
I was trying to end my show after quite a while, but they wanted
more, more. It was at least the fifth encore, and I thought, OK,
now I'm gonna hit 'em with a song against the US bombing raids
and UN sanctions that were currently causing mass suffering in
Iraq. It was the first time I sang a song at a gig and nobody
clapped.
After a very pregnant
silence, a self-described socialist originally from Scotland began
clapping, but no one joined him. There was basically unanimity
in the room. The song was wrong, the bombing of Iraq was right.
And how outrageous to sing that song in Israel, I was told, since
"we had to put gas masks on our children and hide in bomb
shelters." A handful of Israelis were killed by the Scud
missiles, a few years after Israel had itself bombed Iraq, and
the Israelis had to sleep in bomb shelters, all emerging safely
the next morning, unlike the Iraqis who were being killed in their
hundreds of thousands, including those incinerated by the US Air
Force while hiding in their bomb shelters.
But for these people,
the suffering of the Iraqis simply was irrelevant. The Iraqis
didn't matter, they all wanted to kill the Jews, even the Iraqi
children, I was told there to my unbelieving face.
My German girlfriend
was with me on that tour. In the long discussion that followed
me singing the song about the war on Iraq, she and I were told
that the bombing of Dresden was a good thing. This man was telling
us that the killing of a hundred thousand women and children,
for no reason other than to kill them, was a good thing. He was
telling us that one of the great war crimes of world history --
right up there with other mechanized mass killings, such as the
blitz, the Nazi holocaust or the carpet-bombing of Korea and Vietnam
- was a good thing. He couldn't justify it in any way, but it
was good, and he wanted us to know that.
This was around the
time that I realized that the whole of Israeli society is full
of trauma survivors of one sort or another. Palestinians inside
and outside Israel traumatized by ongoing oppression of so many
sorts, and Jews traumatized by living in the war zone they created
when they declared their "independence" (from whom?)
in 1948. Traumatized by their parents and other relatives being
killed in Europe. Traumatized in such a way that most of them
had decided, it seemed, that "never again" clearly meant
"never again to us Jews." To hell with everybody else.
About a year later,
to my surprise, the Israeli Folk Music Society offered to organize
another tour for me. I again decided in favor of constructive
engagement. But then, a couple months before the tour was to happen,
Ariel Sharon took a thousand troops to the Al-Aqsa Mosque, the
spark - along with the settlement-building, the road closures,
the increasing numbers of checkpoints, the bulldozing of houses
and olive groves -- that lit the powder keg that set off the second
Intifada. And then I wrote a song about the Israeli soldiers gunning
down children with live ammunition soon after Sharon's visit to
the mosque, and it was all over.
The organizer of the
tour didn't cancel it right away. One by one, the organizers of
nine of the ten shows I was scheduled to do wrote me outraged
emails. How could you write a song like this, how could you say
these things, we thought you were one of us, you sound like them.
From most of the presenters there, and then from other supporters
of Israel from the US and elsewhere, I started receiving emails
regularly calling me a self-hating Jew, a neofascist, a fascist,
a Nazi, etc. One of the ten presenters wrote me and said he liked
the lyrics and looked forward to hearing them. He was the veteran
of 1967 and 1973 I mentioned earlier.
Then a few days later
I started receiving emails from Palestinians throughout the diaspora
who had gotten the lyrics to my song somehow, too. These emails
far outnumbered the ones from the Israel supporters. Many were
short, just thanking me for making this statement. Others were
much longer and full of stories of the nakba, "the catastrophe,"
as they call the events of 1948. Others wrote about the brutality
and humiliation of life under occupation, or life in the refugee
camps. I started meeting Palestinians of all walks of life, in
the US, Canada, England, and eventually in Palestine itself.
The news lately is
full of factional fighting between Fatah and Hamas. But this is
not the sort of thing that characterizes Palestinian society.
Palestinians do have a community. One reason for this is the fact
that they are all under siege, and all struggling to live under
the occupation, all wanting it to end. The Muslims and Christians
get along fine. They are all Palestinian. When you're there, these
things are obvious, especially if you've visited other communities
engaged in resistance. You see those common signs, that universal
sense of determination, purpose, existing in the moment, not knowing
what horrors tomorrow may bring, whether their house will be bulldozed,
whether their daughter will be shot by a sniper while sitting
in school, whether the olive grove will be burned by settlers.
On the ground in Palestine, it's very clear what's happening.
This is a place under occupation by a massive, fundamentally racist
military power.
Most people in the
world with a knowledge of world events recognize the situation
for what it is. This is certainly true in Europe. According to
polls I've seen lately, most Jews in Europe and in North America
do not identify with Israel as a country that represents them.
Most people in Europe do not have any problems with Jews. There
are always a few boneheads here and there desecrating cemeteries.
It doesn't take many people to do that. But generally, serious
acts of anti-Semitism are virtually unheard of in Europe or North
America. Most Europeans, however, are very critical of Israel
and concerned about the plight of the Palestinians. And most Europeans
recognize that there is no contradiction here, since they understand
that "Israel" and "Jews" are, thankfully,
two different things.
Germany, however,
is a unique case, where as far as Israel and Palestine are concerned,
it's a different story.
In my family there's
long been a bit of a suspicion of Germany and Germans. Most of
us have been to Europe, but only a couple have actually visited
Germany. Bordering countries, yes - Holland, France, Denmark,
but not Germany. Of course, the neighboring countries are all
much more attractive, since most of their cities survived WWII
intact, while almost all of Germany's were destroyed by British
and American carpet-bombing. But the comparative lack of pre-war
architecture wasn't why my family avoided visiting Germany.
I was a bit hesitant
about it the first time I visited. I didn't know a lot about recent
German history. I mostly knew German accents from WWII movies.
After spending quite a bit of time there, though, I developed
a real affection for German society. Spending lots of time with
lots of Germans, I found so much beauty, and so much anguish.
As much as German society suffered from the Allied bombardments,
from a generation of young men being sent off to kill and be killed
in battle, from so many non-Jewish Germans also being killed in
the camps, Germans as a whole are even more paralyzed with an
unbearable guilt about the genocide of their Jewish brethren.
Most Germans today have no recollection of what society was like
with millions of German Jews in it, but their absence is like
a ghost standing on every street corner.
Most Germans would
be horrified to be accused of anti-Semitism. Whereas the left
throughout almost the entire world is critical of Israel and supports
Palestinian sovereignty, the German left is largely quiet about
it, or actively and uncritically supporting Israel.
I remember one guy
in the neighborhood in Hamburg where I spent quite a bit of time,
who had a radio show at the local free radio station (equivalent
of what we'd call community radio in the US). For one of his shows
he interviewed a Palestinian doctor about life under the Israeli
occupation. Specifically about the challenges of providing medical
care under the circumstances, with the checkpoints delaying ambulances
for hours or turning them back, with tanks firing at ambulances,
etc. By consensus, the collective board that ran the radio station
canned his show permanently for this offense. What did he do?
He failed to have an Israeli on his show at the same time. To
dare to have a Palestinian doctor with no Israeli to somehow balance
out his views was unacceptable.
Many Germans on the
left who have dared to try to be consistent internationalists
in solidarity with oppressed people around the world, and have
included Palestinians within that worldview, have suffered similar
fates. When you know that this is the environment on the German
left and in German society in general, the Autonomen become even
more impressive. These were Germans in the tradition of Bob Steck,
true internationalists who supported liberation everywhere, including
for Palestinians.
In the 1980's the
German autonomous movement followed in the footsteps of the Italian
autonomous movement a decade before. They occupied buildings,
reclaiming the commons, building a different society. They rejected
the Soviet model as well as the capitalist one. They opposed US
as well as German military and economic intervention in the Third
World. They were antifascists to the core, spending much of their
time physically battling Nazi boneheads on the streets of Germany,
and often battling the German police as well. (When they have
to choose, the police almost always side with the right in these
situations.) They supported struggles for self-determination around
the world. And, consistent with the rest of their principles around
anti-racism and Third World liberation, at the top of their flagship
squat in Hamburg, Haffenstrasse, were two words that shocked German
society probably more than anything else coming from the Autonomen:
"free Palestine."
But with the decline
of the Autonomen has come, among other things, the rise of a uniquely
German organization known as the Anti-Deutsche.
I'll be returning
to Germany for the G8 protests this summer, but the last time
I was there was several years ago, and the last concert I did
there was in the town of Marburg. I had seen a flyer that the
Anti-Deutsche had made, criticizing me and my music the night
before. This time, when I got to the arts center in Marburg where
my concert was to happen, there were eight or so blond men and
women in their early twenties, forming a gauntlet in front of
the entrance to the building, handing out the flyers. Some people
didn't go to the show as a result, I don't know how many.
The flyers claimed
I was an anti-Semite. I was clearly an anti-Semite because I support
the Palestinian struggle, and the Palestinians all hate women
and hate their own children, since they fail to prevent them from
being shot by Israeli tanks. They furthermore argued that since
I was critical of capitalism, I was therefore anti-Semitic because
making statements against institutions like the World Bank is
a veiled anti-Semitic thing to do. This kind of thinking seems
to be supporting all kinds of strange anti-Semitic myths about
the ranks of Jews being filled with rich bankers, but there you
go. Also, since I opposed the war in Iraq, I was an anti-Semite,
since the war in Iraq was being waged to benefit Israel, and therefore
it was good, and therefore the US should be supported most of
the time, and Israel all of the time. I approached them politely
to try to have a civil discourse about the flyer, but was told
by one of them that "we don't talk to fascists," so
there would be no discussion.
If this was an isolated
cult of wingnuts it would be one thing, but the Anti-Deutsche
are a fairly common phenomenon all over Germany, with their base
in Leipzig. They actually originally come out of the more communist
end of the German left. Many Germans will privately acknowledge
them as nutters, but they're often loathe to confront them, fearing
the label of anti-Semitism.
To their credit, the
Anti-Deutsche apparently spend much of their time opposing actual
fascists. But they seem to spend at least as much time harassing
people like me. I haven't seen any overviews on this sort of thing,
but my friend Attila the Stockbroker, a punk rock songwriter and
poet from England who tours in Germany regularly, has recently
been banned from a number of music venues on account of his fairly
mild opposition to Israeli policies. He hasn't written any songs
specifically on the subject, but just mentioning his opposition
to the Israeli occupation of the West Bank and Gaza was enough
to get the Anti-Deutsche to actively denounce him. And that was
enough to get several venues to ban him, and for some of his traditional
leftwing punk audience to stop coming to his shows.
As irrational as the
Anti-Deutsche patently are, they have a chilling effect on the
German left, and they are a real product of German history, and
of the German collective guilt complex. So in order to avoid being
anti-Semitic, that is, in order to avoid being anti-racist, they
must support a racist regime. It's convoluted logic that most
people outside of Germany can see through, but in Germany this
logic plays pretty well. Two wrongs make a right. We are traumatized
because our people killed millions of Jews, therefore we must
support the traumatized victims of the Nazi holocaust as they
act out their displaced feelings of aggression towards us and
focus them against the Palestinians, slaughtering thousands of
them annually and making sure the rest live in a state of squalor.
Jews like my aunt
or like so many Israelis say "never again to us," while
the Anti-Deutsche and other Germans say "never again to them."
The Autonomen and the Bob Stecks of the world say never again
to anyone.
Who holds the moral
high ground is obvious. The thing that allows people like me to
sleep well at night, though, is having the knowledge that not
only is this the moral view, the view that is easier to live with
as a human being with a conscience, but it is also the sensible
understanding of history and reality. Blinded by rage, trauma,
or guilt, what the pro-Israel people apparently don't see is that
no matter what you do, a subjugated people will fight back. As
anybody who's visited a VA clinic in the US can tell you, the
cost of oppression is also very high for those doing the oppressing.
So I say save the
Jews and free Palestine!
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David Rovics is a
singer-songwriter who tours regularly throughout North America,
Europe, and occasionally elsewhere. His website is www.davidrovics.com.
DRovics@aol.com
DRovics@gmail.com
(617) 872-5124
P.O. Box 300995
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